Whatās your biggest dream?
The older I get, the sillier my biggest dream sounds.
I want to do something that makes a difference.
Not in a āchange the entire worldā kind of way, but in a way that changesĀ someoneāsĀ world. I want to encourage people to be a little kinder, a little more hopeful, a little more content with the lives they already have.
Thatās why I wanted to be a teacher when I was younger. Itās why I started this blog. Itās why I still want to write a novel someday. Itās why Iāve always wanted a YouTube channel.
I donāt want to be a motivational speaker or give TED Talk-style life advice. I donāt have all the answers.
I want to be the person saying, āHey, Iām kind of a mess too. Hereās how Iām learning to be content with my life. Maybe something here will help you be content with yours.ā
The problem is⦠I have very little faith in myself.
I recently realized I inherited that from my mom.
Shocker.
Despite that, I still keep coming back to the same dream: I want to build community.
It feels like something weāre desperately missing. There are people trying to create it, and I love seeing that, but it also feels like so many opportunities to connect come with a price tag.
I wanted to join a Silent Book Club, but they met at a cafĆ© where everyone was expected to spend at least $5 every visit. Five dollars isnāt much on its own, but meeting twice a week adds up quickly.
I joined a womenās walking group and genuinely loved it. Then gas prices climbed, and driving to the meetup every week became harder to justify.
I even considered joining a pickleball league, but by the time you buy athletic clothes, a paddle, balls, and decent shoes if you donāt already own them, itās another expensive hobby.
Maybe this is something I notice more because Iām broke.
Or maybe a lot more people feel this way than we realize.
I want to find ways for people to spend time together that donāt require constantly opening their wallets. Places where you can show up exactly as you are, without feeling like community is another subscription service.
Maybe thatās the dream Iāve been chasing all along.
I donāt know exactly what itāll look like yet.
I just know I want to create something that makes people feel a little less alone.
And I believe Iāll find that community someday.
It might take a while, but I think itāll be worth the wait.