This post is a little late since the middle of the year is July 2nd, but life happens. Lately, I’ve felt like the Wario version of myself and needed to get out of that negative mindset.
We’re more than halfway through the year, and I’m just amazed at how quickly this year is flying by. Instead of setting specific goals, I’ve focused on one word: “fulfilled.” I’ve been working hard to live up to that word.
I spent a long time thinking about what makes me happy or fulfilled. Most of the time, I struggle with feelings of inadequacy and let self-doubt stop me from doing things. I can’t even count how many times I’ve considered dropping out because I wasn’t meeting my high standards, but I’ve realized that’s not an option.
I want to make this year the one where I learn to bounce back from failures and rejections without thinking I’m not worth it. I’ve been thinking about a few questions, too:
– What gets me out of bed in the morning?
– What kind of work really satisfies me?
– Is having a family important to me?
– Do I like helping others? How?
– Do I have any spiritual practices that bring me joy?
I’ve also realized that there are some goals I’ve been passionate about but never completed in the past few years.
Volunteering
I volunteered this year with my small group communications class at The Hope Center in LA, and it felt amazing to help out. I plan to go back.
Monthly dates
Hector and I discussed implementing this last year in our relationship, but we never got around to it last year. But this year, we’ve been making our relationship a priority.
Maintaining Relationships
I find myself getting too caught up in my own life. Being a full-time student and a full-time worker means I need to spend more quality time with my friends and family. However, this year, I’ve been able to spend more time with my best friends.
Things I wish to implement
ELIMINATE ONE BAD HABIT.
Some of my bad habits include staying up late, not eating healthy, and not cleaning regularly.
RESTART MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL.
I keep saying I will do this, but at the same time, I feel like I have nothing to say and am not interesting enough to watch.
EXPLORE MY STATE MORE
I would love to visit national parks. My idea of California is the LA and Long Beach areas because I live here and have seen small parts of the Bay Area.
SPEAK BETTER SPANISH
A million years ago, I wanted to learn Spanish to speak to my grandmother, and that never happened. So now, I would love to learn to communicate better with Hector’s family. It would also help me in my job. Honestly, it’s something I’m going to need professionally and personally.
REFLECT EACH MONTH
So much and not enough happens in a week, let alone a month there’s always something to learn and improve upon, and I want to hold myself accountable for not doing things in a month when I knew I should have.
ESTABLISH A ROUTINE
I’m tired of constantly being late due to oversleeping. I want to establish a routine to help me be more punctual. I know I can’t control everything but can control my schedule and whereabouts. Having a routine will help me balance school and work better.
