April Kicked My Butt!!!

This has been the busiest month ever.

Between Tough Mudder, a Frida Kahlo exhibit in LA, the boyfriend’s birthday, and a Vegas trip, I’m tired. To top it all off, I’ve been trying to create and run an ice cream business.

I go back to work tomorrow, and honestly, I need to catch my breath and maybe chug a few Gatorades to help with the dehydration.

I’m glad I got to take time off work and focus on spending time with my family and my boyfriend, but now I feel lazy and poor.

My whole life, I’ve worked towards something or just worked in general that even in the first quarantine, having time not to work felt wrong.

I’m a great corporate cog when I need to be, but I didn’t realize how many things I miss out on.

The last ten days have been amazing. I would love to say I’ve been able to destress, but that would be a lie. At the same time, I haven’t been stressed about work, not posting on the blog, trying to make social media account for the ice cream, and trying to figure out where everything else fits in has been a nightmare of its own. When life is supposed to be easy, I find ways to complicate it.

I also got a fish. It was completely random and wasn’t my idea. A guest at my job gifted it to me. And I couldn’t just let it die. But that’s been a whole other stressor. Because I can barely keep myself alive, how was I supposed to keep a fish alive?

I promise I plan to update more on things that have happened in my busy April. I just wanted to say, “Hey, I’m still alive, and I hope you guys had a good Easter if you celebrated.”