I have talked a few times about My relationships with people, but the person I talk about the least is my best friend. We don’t even talk that much. It’s my fault we don’t talk so often. I’m a shitty friend. I love my best friend; she is a fantastic and beautiful person. Lately, I…
Category: Relationships
My “Friend” is using me as a free babysitter
I feel this post belongs on an AITA Reddit feed, a Dear Abby column, or something of that nature. A while ago, my close friends introduced me to one of her friends, let’s call her Charlotte. (side note have you guys seen the Queen Charlotte Netflix special? I’m obsessed) Now Charlotte and I had many…
Back To the Basics Of Prayer
I don’t always post about my belief, but I have been part of a bible study group for a few months. I’ve slowly been trying to reconnect to my faith. I feel like I’m doing many things wrong, mostly praying. I am good at chatting with God (I’m very chatty!) but do not always seek…
Grief is Weird
I found out today that my ex-best friend died. I’m feeling guilty and angry and sad and a little off. I don’t deserve to feel sad about their death, but I should also feel sadder. I keep remembering things and crying and then feel bad for crying. We had a massive falling out almost a…
My Estranged Family
Do people really have healthy normal families, or is that just another Hollywood lie? I ask because I have been to Northern California twice in the last week, and there has been family drama each time. The first time I visited my grandfather. The trip I just got back from was to attend my grandmother’s…
Why Do Fools Fall in Love?
The summer is flying by! I can’t believe August is almost over! Summer always feels like it’s over before it even starts. It seems weird to even suggest that summer is nearly gone this year because I feel like I haven’t been able to really relish it yet with any lazy days. This week I…
My relationship with my father
My bad relationship with men all started with my bad relationship with my father, or for lack of better words my biological father. Patrick may be my father, but Efrain is my dad. I’ve refused talking about my relationships with my dads because I refused to admit I had daddy issues. I felt that if…