I understand that I am currently going through a challenging time, but it often feels like I am always going through a difficult time. Thanks, depression!
However, I have set a goal to be a better person and work on improving myself every day. As part of this goal, I have been reading self-help books and practicing mindfulness and prayer to deal with the stress. Although it’s great that I am taking steps to improve my mental health and well-being, I still need help with fully embracing these practices. Some of me still feel skeptical about the effectiveness of these feel-good cliches.
To help me focus and find peace, I use a journal that centers me through prayer. It has been an excellent tool to remind myself of things I overlook. It’s important to remember that change is not easy and takes time to see results. It’s natural to worry about failure and not believe in oneself. The hardest thing to remember is that I am not alone in this journey we call life. I have a support system of friends and family who care about me.
I used to struggle with the idea that I was too old or starting too late when I restarted my education. Even before I began my educational journey, I wrote about feeling like I wasted my potential. However, I now know that it is not true. It’s okay to take things at your own pace and to make mistakes along the way. What’s important is that you keep trying and stay committed to your personal growth.
My job is emotionally draining, and it’s hard to maintain a positive attitude, take care of myself, and stay motivated. I understand that success is not easy, but sometimes, the challenges are too much to handle. I wish it were easier, and I sometimes consider running away from my problems. However, I know that I can’t escape myself and my issues even if I do. It seems like I can’t do anything right lately, even when I try my best. It feels like nothing in my life is going as planned.
Despite the difficulties, I want to continue reading self-help books, practicing mindfulness, and praying. I want to build resilience and cope with stress more healthily